There is a quote about surrender. Surrender has, over the course of my life, been my biggest obstacle. I have held on SO TIGHTLY to what I think I need and the way I am sure things are supposed to happen that what I truly need is often prevented from reaching me. I’ve blocked what […]
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Reminders on Surrendering
I think surrendering is probably one of the things I am still not very good at. I’m getting better. But I have a long way to go. On the other hand, I am building up a collection of experiences that I can draw on when things don’t go the way I envisioned or wanted them […]
The Answer Is Inside You
I am going though some really tough stuff right now. REALLY TOUGH. And I don’t know what to do. One day I am sure I know. Then the next day I question every thought I had the day before. It’s very uncomfortable. It’s scary and frustrating and infuriating and devastating and exhausting. 90% of the […]
Three Things That Happened Immediately After I Surrendered
Yesterday, after a lot of introspection over the weekend, I had a revelation. This revelation was partly due to me doing some work on my thoughts but it was also divine intervention. The Universe was like, SUSIE. ENOUGH IS ENOUGH. HELLO!!! WHY AREN’T YOU GETTING THIS??? And so the Universe intervened through a friend of […]
It’s Time To Surrender
On Friday I lost it on the kids. I yelled. I swore. I threatened. I completely panicked. There are lots of reasons I arrived at this point on Friday. And I did a lot of thinking over the weekend. Then this morning a friend of mine posted something on Facebook. She said, I was at a meeting […]