I am going though some really tough stuff right now. REALLY TOUGH. And I don’t know what to do. One day I am sure I know. Then the next day I question every thought I had the day before. It’s very uncomfortable. It’s scary and frustrating and infuriating and devastating and exhausting. 90% of the […]
surrendering
Surrendering Is Fucking Hard
Two days ago I had an epiphany about my need to surrender in order to survive. Yesterday three really awesome things happened once I finally decided to surrender. Which was really cool. But I don’t want to give anyone the impression that surrendering is a piece of cake and that everything is awesoooooooooommmmme once you […]