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Surrendering Is Fucking Hard

July 17, 2019 by not your average mom Leave a Comment

Two days ago I had an epiphany about my need to surrender in order to survive.

Yesterday three really awesome things happened once I finally decided to surrender.

Which was really cool.

But I don’t want to give anyone the impression that surrendering is a piece of cake and that everything is awesoooooooooommmmme once you figure it out.

Today I was presented with an opportunity which normally throws me into holy-shit-I-need-to-fix-this mode.

Every fiber of my being said, FUCK YOU SURRENDERING.

NOT TODAY.

I had a panic attack.

I started and stopped sending about ten different texts.

I typed one.

Then I deleted it.

The I typed another one.

And then I deleted it.

I did that a bunch of times today.

Surrendering takes massive amounts of restraint on my part.

But once I can get it mastered — can you master surrendering? — or once it comes a little bit more naturally, I realize I will save a whole bunch of time and anxiety.

So I’m still working on it.

But it sure isn’t easy.

 

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