10 months and 3 days ago, I made a New Year’s resolution.
To run a marathon this year.
There is a marathon in October in Connecticut; I figured I’d do that one.
But why start (relatively) small? Why not really go for it?
You know, go big or go home.
Soooooo… New York City it was.
And all I can say is… Holy cow.
Unbelievable.
UN. BE. LIEVABLE.
What a day. And what an experience.
Just coming out of Grand Central the day before, you can feel the excitement.
You walk around checking out everyone’s shoes.
Is she running in the marathon?
Is he running in the marathon?
Look at those sneakers.
She is definitely running the marathon.
The whole event actually starts the day(s) before. You need to pick up your race bib the Thursday, Friday or Saturday before the race at the Expo held in the Jacob Javits Center. The building alone is impressive.
Once you get your number, it’s official. You are all set for the race.
Race day starts early.
I was dressed and ready to go at 5 a.m.
I didn’t have any of those cool arm warmer things that people wear, so I took a pair of Number 5’s tights and cut the feet off.
Cooler than the arm warmers if you ask me. And free.
At 6 a.m. I took a bus with Team in Training to the start in Staten Island. For those of you who don’t know the city, (which includes me, even though I’ve been there a hundred times), here’s a map of the course.
Staten Island is down at the bottom of that map. You have to get there really early because the bridge closes at 7 a.m. My wave didn’t go until 10:30 a.m., so there would be a lot of waiting.
A lot of waiting.
Because of the bombing at the Boston Marathon, there is tremendous security. There were cops everywhere. Many of them carrying big-ass guns. It was a little scary.
Once you get through security, you find the color of your village. I was in the blue village.
You find a spot on the ground.
Then,
you wait.
And you wait.
And you wait.
You wear 4 thousand layers of clothes that you don’t mind donating.
When your wave is called, you head to the bridge.
You take off the clothes you don’t need.
There are thousands and thousands and thousands of articles of clothing lining the side of the walkway leading to the start.
When you get there, there is a huge stage. Someone sings God Bless America.
Yesterday, it was Miss New York.
During her song I dropped my phone and shattered the camera lens. So my pictures from that point kind of suck.
Once the song is over, the starter gives you a warning, and then a cannon explodes.
BOOM.
And you are off.
New York New York is blasting over a loudspeaker as you start running across the Verrazano Narrows Bridge.
You hear Frank Sinatra at twelve thousand decibels and the pounding of tens of thousands of feet.
It’s amazing.
So the race takes you from Staten Island, to Brooklyn, then Queens, then the Bronx, and finally, to Manhattan.
Brooklyn is crazy.
Party town.
Thousands of people on either side of the road, and a different band playing about every quarter mile.
There are spectators holding signs everywhere.
“22 more miles until beer”
“You trained for this longer than Kim Kardashian was married”
“You are running better than the Obamacare website”
You run through the Hasidic Jewish neighborhood of Brooklyn where it is eerily silent.
You run over the Queensboro Bridge. No music. Just the pounding of footsteps.
You run down 1st Avenue which is in. sane.
So many people.
And if you write your name on the front of your shirt, people cheer for you.
“GO SUSIE!!!!”
Pretty cool.
Around mile 20 is when you read about “hitting the wall.”
I waited.
But no wall came.
At mile 23 there’s a steady incline as you head toward Central Park.
That part sucked.
Until CCB surprised me and came running out of nowhere.
She had said she wouldn’t be able to make it to the city.
Liar.
She ran with me for about a half mile.
I took a marathon selfie with CCB.
And then, back to business.
I ran the race smart.
Smooth.
Not fast, but I felt good.
I never hit a wall.
I never walked.
And I sprinted across the finish line, to the moment I had been envisioning for months…
Getting one of those post-race, foil blankets.
Four hours and thirty seven minutes.
Four hours and thirty seven awesome minutes.
After the race, I met up with my husband and CCB.
We went to a pub to get some beers and food.
Along the way CCB bumped into one of her friends, who asked if my husband and I were her parents.
That question hurt way more than any part of the marathon 😉
I had 3 Blue Moons and many more laughs with two of the most important people in my life.
It was a great way to end the day.
Today, I’m still riding that high.
I feel like a bad ass right now.
BAD. ASS.
I can do anything.
Anything.
It feels good.
Really, REALLY good.
I still can’t believe I did it.
And I can’t wait to do it all over again next year.
Maybe you should do it with me, because you can do it too.
Yep.
Even you.
The one who just pshawed and said, “Yeah, right.”
If I can do it, so can you.
You can do anything too.
Let me know when you do whatever that thing is you think you can’t do.
I want to celebrate your moment with you.
Then we can be bad asses together.
LADIES. Stop neglecting yourself during the holidays.
REGISTER NOW!
Sarah says
I’m sitting here crying tears of joy for you! This is so so so awesome! I started my fitness journey in Jan, I’ve lost 35lbs and 43in from bust to calves, and my goal is to run The Pumpkin Pie 5k in my small town (which I am doing)! Thank you for being such an amazing inspiration, you don’t know how many times I’ve felt like a terrible mother, wife, everything, and then I come across your post of the day and you never fail to make me feel like I’m doing it all right!! You rock!!
Sassy Girl says
Congrats- Well done.
Paige says
You are BAD ASS! Congratulations ! You deserve SEVERAL Blue Moons 🙂
Jae says
Fuck yea! Gooooo SUSIE!!!!
Kristine Miller says
That’s amazing!! Congratulations to you! Running a marathon is definitely on my bucket list and when I do, I think I’ll take your advice and go big – also, it’s a good excuse to ditch the kids 😉 I stumbled across your blog recently and I’ve read a few posts and I’m really loving your honesty and humor 🙂 I have a blog too and just recently started getting back into the hang of things (I had a baby 7 months ago), check it out if you get a chance! 🙂
http://krissyj0606.blogspot.com/
Lucia says
you rocke Susie!!!
Sarah says
Susie, I’ve been waiting for this post! I can’t tell you how you’ve inspired me through your blog, and your MFMFMF these last almost 8 weeks. Because of your course, and your stories, and your encouragement, I ran my first 5k (after only being “a runner” for 7 weeks) on the same morning you ran the marathon. We BOTH did something we never thought we could do that day!
So yes, you are totally right…I was that person sitting at my computer 8 weeks ago thinking, she’s running a marathon? She’s nuts, and I could never do that! And guess what? I WAS WRONG! I’m now interested in running the Disney Princess half marathon with my sister in law! After that, who knows? You have helped me not only lose weight (none of my clothes fit any longer except my running tights which are new and look totally bitchin’ on me), but more importantly, find the strength within myself that I had somehow lost, but was always there. You pushed me out of my comfort zone, which was painful, but also where I did my best growing. I’m a healthier, happier and stronger mom, wife and employee these days because of your help, and I’m so very grateful to you.
I can’t wait to let you kick my ass through the holidays! I’m so proud of you that you finished the marathon, and did it in an amazingly great time. You deserve to know the depth of your inner strength, and how much you help and inspire others. Good things are coming your way in life, I just know it!
Jessica says
Congratulations! That is a great time and a great job.
My husband runs marathons and he always does the sock arm warmer thing. That way when he gets hot, he can toss them and never feel bad about it. It’s the smarter option as far as we’re concerned.
🙂
Great job!
Irene C. says
CONGRATULATIONS! Awesome job!
The Momarchy Ladies says
Way to go Susie! One thing that’s really stuck with me from reading your blog is that you seem to really dedicate yourself to things that you’d like to do- which, frankly, I think is amazing. It seems many people love to have the ideas of things like that but don’t push through. One question though. From your pictures above, was it really annoying running over those cups scattered all over the ground?
Again, congrats!
Monica Boothe says
Susie- you are a badass mother fucker! Congratulations! I have been telling everyone your story this week. I was so excited for you, I tracked you every mile and every ten minutes I was tracking you. You ran a very smart race. Guess what, I am seriously thinking about running the NYC Marathon next year. I am entering the lottery on Dec 2. You have inspired me. I feel like I have one more left in me! I’m nervous but I really want to do it. Thank you for the inspiration!
Brooke says
I just found your blog, and found this post! Amazing! I’ve never done more than a 5k, but maybe when it’s above -30 again I’ll break out the running shoes and start getting my act together. I’d love to run a marathon (someday).
Falynn says
Wow this is huge!! As a runner, I would love to do this one day. LOVE reading your blog, it’s very inspiring.