I’m struggling.
I’m struggling with some big decisions.
I’m struggling with knowing whether I’ve done all I can do.
I’m struggling with knowing whether I should listen to my head or my heart or my gut.
My gut has never let me down before.
But listening to my gut means making some decisions that are going to be very difficult in the short run.
And possibly the long run.
I’m struggling with those decisions.
I want to tell my gut to go fuck itself.
But my gut has never steered me in the wrong direction.
It has steered me into some very challenging directions. But never the wrong one.
I hate my gut right now.
And I’m struggling.
If you gut is telling what I think it may be telling you, I speak from personal experience when I say it doesn’t stay hard and your children will be fine, maybe even better.
I’m in the same boat right now and not sure if the same make and model, but it’s definitely a boat.
I think my gut is telling me the same thing. So hard, scary, overwhelming.
❤️ The shity gut feelings can also be blessings later.
Hope you are having a good summer with your children. Don’t take on too much.
I followed my heart over my gut for too many years, your gut is begging you to do what will be best for your head and heart in the long run. Having piece of the mind is very comforting for everyone. Don’t stay in the boat too long????
It sucks being a responsible grown up at times. I too finally followed my gut- it’s been hard, stressful and exhausting at times but I know in the long run me and my children will be better off. Thinking of you and hope all is well!