I’m struggling with some big decisions.
I’m struggling with knowing whether I’ve done all I can do.
I’m struggling with knowing whether I should listen to my head or my heart or my gut.
My gut has never let me down before.
But listening to my gut means making some decisions that are going to be very difficult in the short run.
And possibly the long run.
I’m struggling with those decisions.
I want to tell my gut to go fuck itself.
But my gut has never steered me in the wrong direction.
It has steered me into some very challenging directions. But never the wrong one.
I hate my gut right now.
And I’m struggling.